october post...

so seriously I have no clue what I want from my life, I thought I was getting somewhere but now I realize I am still clueless. I'm in no rush to do anything so it doesn't really matter but one day I am going to have to answer or give some sort of explanation to my family. I guess till then I will just keep postponing it till they confront me? But I guess winter is coming to this forsaken area and it's going to get freakn cold so I will have to start wearing socks again and that is disappointing...